So now it's 5AM and I'm eating a big bowl of Banana Nut Crunch Cereal before I go to bed. I was really depressed and unhappy earlier but after talking to Justin and John for a while I feel somewhat better. There's a certain carefree and calmness one obtains after deciding on a course of action and setting it in motion. There's little you can do to change it so you might as well sit back and hope everything works out. *shrug* Tomorrow we're supposed to do more haying, picking up bales, stacking on wagon, taking to barn, stacking in barn. I hate doing hay. Bro wants to go to the fair too I think. Maybe we will. I'm tired and going to read and sleep now though rather than type up other stuff that's going on. Oof.