... a horrible horrible dream. It was so realistic and detailed but it involved a very important emotion and it shattered it completely and left me with nothing. Complete abandonment. And now that I'm awake, I can't forget any of it if I tried, and the negative feelings are still with me completely which makes me sad because of how terrible it felt the first time, and now it lingers.
In other news, I bought new rollerblades last night. Maybe they will provide me with some much needed uplifting later today. For now... I need to go meet another Collector for work and transfer some keys and money and paperwork so I can go to Indiana next week.