July 14th, 2001

Grr

Jimmy Eat World - Bleed American - The Middle (http://www.jimmyeatworldonline.com/lyrics/bleedamerican.html#3)

Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle, it'll up the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just do your best, do everything you can.
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything will be just fine, everything will be allright.
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Grr

*chomp*

So now it's 5AM and I'm eating a big bowl of Banana Nut Crunch Cereal before I go to bed. I was really depressed and unhappy earlier but after talking to Justin and John for a while I feel somewhat better. There's a certain carefree and calmness one obtains after deciding on a course of action and setting it in motion. There's little you can do to change it so you might as well sit back and hope everything works out. *shrug* Tomorrow we're supposed to do more haying, picking up bales, stacking on wagon, taking to barn, stacking in barn. I hate doing hay. Bro wants to go to the fair too I think. Maybe we will. I'm tired and going to read and sleep now though rather than type up other stuff that's going on. Oof.
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    jimmy eat world - middle