April 10th, 2002

Grr

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What do you do when everything meaningful seems to have disappeared? In what limbo do you reside until you find something new? Does it matter? Does not trying allow things to become worse, or does trying force them to do the same? How long? How does one judge the amount time needed? "Nothing is trivial."

I felt like watching Full Metal Jacket earlier, not sure I do now.