Yay, flu got worse again. Ran out of Tussin DM syrup, and taking TheraFlu now. This illness needs to be gone now. Right now. I noticed my last post wasn't really all that lucid, and I hate it. Last night I couldn't sleep either... at all... whenever I tried, my mind would conjure up pure insanity... based on the book I'm reading... but completely random disjointed detail. Like if someone wwere to talk to you, tell you a story, and you could hear in their voice that it was a story and that you should be able to understand it, and yet, hard as you struggle, it remained complete gibberish... a completely chaotic stream on ceonsciousness. The fact that I felt I should be able to understand meant my brainw as trying as hard as it could, and I still couldn't get it. It literally felt like insanity to me. And so every time I tried to close my eyes, that's what I got which resulted me opening them again pretty damn fast. At one point I felt like I was fading away... dieing maybe... which always resulted in wide-open eyes just to make sure I could see and function still. Not a good night at all. And getting up every30 minutes or so on average to blow my nose, go to the bathroom, and cough up a lung isn't fun either.
Bleh, back to work on my room.