I just realized I hadn't written a real LJ entry for around five weeks now. Seems like forever. I guess my desktop hasn't worked in longer than a month now then. I did get my server together mostly and it's sitting on the network and running. I can get the BBC radio HHGTTG mp3's off it now to listen to and honor Douglas Adams. The power supply in my server died somehow too. It worked a week or two ago when I hooked it up temporarily to get my Pirch->mIRC logfile converter I wrote off it so I could do stats for #soulxchange since so many people ride my ass about updating them all the damn time. I want to modify Bawt to just be an mIRC-style logger so it can sit on channel and log 24/7. That'll make it easier for me to not be present too.
I haven't read my LJ friends page in weeks either, sorry to anyone if I've missed something important. I just don't have the energy or time. I'm not sure why though, I should have plenty since I also haven't been to work in weeks, and I quit going to my two Philo classes months ago. I haven't been sleeping even 8 hours a night lately either... 6 last night I think. I really don't know where the other 18 go. I'm starting to wonder if I have Multiple Personalities or something and they account for the missing time in what I consider to be my life. I've also only had one dream in the last 5 weeks since the one I posted on April 11th. That makes me sad.
Other news, bro and I got the old living room couch up here in our room. It sits right in the middle of the room. We've had it in here a little over a week now. I've slept on it every night since except one. My friend Mike (Krassos on sxc) and his sister Laura came over to visit Friday afternoon. He's living up at his grandparents in Midland I guess since his parents moved to Maine. Not sure if he's going there eventually or not. That's what my current cam image is... the three of us on Friday. I can't remember the last time I actually had my cam on regularly either. A few weeks ago, I came to a dead stop reading Cryptonomicon and haven't restarted it. Instead I started re-reading Stephen R. Donaldson's Chronicles of Thomas Covenant.
Headaches... they've been overly present lately. I noticed I had the one I have now when I left for class tonight. It's ever-present in the back of my head. My mom says I'm not eating right on top of that. She says my fingernails are too dark around the cuticles. Not sure what that means or what causes it but she says it's bad. My mom "forgot" her pledge not to nag me about work. She does it constantly again, several times a day, and seems overly concerned with getting money from me for what I owe them which is strange since last month they were trying to dump money on me to go travel the country/world. I almost did one weekend but my car died againa nd I was talked out of it by everyone but myself.
I keep thinking it's nice out and I should be biking again but it's not happening. The daylight disappears before I notice it and then it's too late till tomorrow when I'll repeat the same thing. Thunder rolling outside right now... it's been sprinkling off and on since this afternoon.... but lots of thunder now. Chances I'll go to work tomorrow? Slim to none. My sleep schedule is so screwed up it's not even funny. I guess I'll read for a bit now and think of more to update with. I mean, you'd think I'd have lots to say considering this covers more than a month of my life.